Do you Withdraw When You're Depressed? I sure as Hell Do

Today's been rough. Hell the last 2 weeks have been rough. And blogging from my iPhone is so not easy. My new drug, lexapro seems great. The panic's lessening but the depression's creeping in. My almost four year old is acting like a pissed off teenager and I'm the only one around for her to take it out on. We had a knock down drag out at bedtime night before last because I made her come inside and go to bed. She shouldn't have been out in the first place. I'm seven months pregnant, I don't have the energy for this. I just want both my kids to go to bed easily and on their own. It's imperative to have a night-time routine to which both parents adhere 100% or you're screwed. Marriage is hard. Being on the same page is hard. Understanding each other's visions of discipline and behavior modification is most important and the most difficult. So my bedtime struggles continue. I'm trying to write, I promise. Life is getting in the way. I'd really like to get out 'What I Want to Do, What I Need to Do, What I Have to Do' Until then, take it all in stride and choose the right battles, not just for you but for your family.